Exam First Day

I couldn't sleep well last night, probably because of increased anxiety. I kept on changing my position from time to time, and I'm even dreaming of our review sessions. Sigh, this is really it! It's the real thing and today, I did take the exam for the first day. I was shocked and wasn't expecting those kind of questions. It was way far from what we had reviewed from the past two months. I couldn't react much but I tried as much as I could to calm down and try to overcome the sudden burst of anxiety. NP I was a bit ok, but NP II damn, frustrating! I can't come up with the right words to describe how I'm feeling, but I'm still trying to think positive that I will make it. Every now and then I ask the Good Lord, to give me strength.

I didn't eat much today. Inside the testing room, I sat quietly as I wait for the exam to be given and to be finished. Am I gonna win this battle? Tomorrow will gonna be another fight. Am I well-equipped for this one? Or is it another shocking day... We'll see...